This is the song I was hoping to set to play with a slide show of Ann's pictures. This is the song that said all I was thinking and caught my emotions quite offguard a couple of days after she died.
I managed to create a slideshow with music and just have had technical difficulties in uploading. If I ever figure this out I can replace the previous post. The lyrics, how can it be that my feelings are so transferable that they could be captured in a song? At the right time is when we get our answers and this song let me know exactly where my hurt was coming from....
Step one you say you need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to winder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life...
I have to remind myself that I am as human as they come and that my mistakes do not define me or my relationships. This song allows me to connect with the guilt I felt and in doing so, I aim to let go of it.
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